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The Ocean of Life

The ocean of life has finally taken its toll, so brutal and real. The rogue waves and violent storms have made it difficult to stay afloat. I reach out for help, but there is no one around to save me. There is nothing around me at all, no boats or land in sight. The rough seas seem to touch the horizon in every direction. I am alone and forgotten.
The pain and torture have become so great, and the battles so tiring. The ice cold water makes it difficult to breathe, like a thousand knives piercing my lungs. My attempts to swim are futile, as the waves are

Home

I have ended my life.....
I have timed my exit with the setting of the sun. As night settles, the anxiety in my soul begins to fade in anticipation of the oncomming darkness. This darkness brings with it an inherent stench of death and decay. I can feel the presence of all that is evil, hated and worthless. I feel as if I may be walking into the depths of hell, but I am not afraid. Oddly, I feel a comforting sensation, as if I am finally where I belong, finally home. Home, where I am without pain and agony. Home, where I no longer have to fight. &nb

Eternal Sadness

I live with eternal sadness.  Hopeless and afraid.   My mind is in a constant struggle with itself,
never allowing me to focus.   I can see the sun shining, but cannot feel its warmth.   Everything around me remains dark and cold.   I walk through the fields of bright green grass with an abundance of flowers,
but cannot see the beauty.   Everything appears to be in shades of gray.   I watch the birds dance and sing, but cannot hear them.   I hear nothing at all, just silence surrounds me.
My thou

Asleep

This melancholy is not just temporary,
but a permanent state of mind caused by a desolate existance.   An existance defined by my shrill cries for help that went unanswered. An existance engulfed in torment, aguish, and the loss of spiritual hope.
This lonliness has caused my heart to become constricted from angst.   As my bloodflow weakens, my vision becomes distorted,   and my breath begins to fade.
With death creeping in,
I see my life and all that has been lost.   An usettling reality of the inevitable end. The fears then begin to

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OthersOthers make you see Just where you belong They tell you they're right Yet often they're wrong
Others will talk but turn a deaf ear With no care to learn They judge you in fear
Others may tell you They'll always be there But in time of need They leave with no care
Always on the outside I look in to see What do others have That make them better than me?
Others add pain To my restless soul What is their reason? is that their goal?
When trust is lost And others are gone What is the Others
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LandslideYelling, screaming, dreaming. What's the meaning? Been falling, fading, decaying, for so long. Gone. Up,
then down, down, down. Hit the ground. The sound. I was found. But, They didn't look into these eyes to see the cries, the lies, the whys. I realized inside
this broken mind, they must be blind. Landslide
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BloodlettingSevered arteries
from the blade
tearing through my skin.
My heart pumps
the last of the scarlet acid
through my veins, and out the open wounds.
Purging my soul of the torment that haunts me. Bloodletting
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I Hope You'll Remember MeI hope you'll remember me,       now that your future seems so bright. I hope you'll remember me,       now that I've drifted out of sight.
I hope you'll remember me,       and those three words I said to you. I hope you'll remember me,       and the day I said "I do".
I hope you'll remember me,       and the love that I had shared. I hope you'll remember me,       and know how much I cared.
I hope you'll reme I Hope You'll Remember Me
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Sorrow of Utmost DestructionBearing in mind life is no longer where I would wish it to be, I can no longer endure these hardships. Unsettling despair sets in and my soul is weeping on the bed; covered only by a blanket of unbearable agony. Whilst this troublesome feeling sinks its way into my very core, I am no longer at one with myself. Here lay within the destruction of a person who can only dream of something he can never touch. To never have the grant and grace of wings fills me my soul with great sorrow. I have come to terms with the knowledge that I may never be at peace.

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*bshuffett Sep 3, 2009, 5:05:28 PM

Hey Dan, thanks for the

on "Timing Is Everything!"

--
"If I must die,
I will encounter darkness as a bride
and hug it in mine arms."
-William Shakespeare; Measure Fore Measure

*May-I-RIP Sep 4, 2009, 9:39:15 AM

Absolutely!

--
"Sometimes we must bleed, just to know we are alive"

*bshuffett Aug 14, 2009, 7:23:12 AM

Hey, thanks for the

on "Ardor!"

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"If I must die,
I will encounter darkness as a bride
and hug it in mine arms."
-William Shakespeare; Measure Fore Measure

*StephethxLoser Aug 6, 2009, 1:35:32 PM

-was going to post a reply but it was hidden-

I'm really glad to hear that from a fellow writer!
Sorry it took so long to reply--vacation, I'm tanned
now. And now that my vacation it over, I plan to keep up
said 'solid' work. My mind's been reeling all week, and
I've got some stories to write~

And I'm used to reading a lot at once. XD Anything you
would recommend that I read for sure? My devWATCH is
kind of filling up--and it's all literature so I've got
some catching up to do.

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